mapofyourhead Posted December 5, 2014 Posted December 5, 2014 Posted a while back about my break up. Basically ex came back asking for a second chance then wanted to break up again citing health issues and stress (which I witnessed, so he wasn't lying about having those). I broke up with him knowing that I deserved better. Went straight NC, but kept occasionally running into him because we participate in the same sport and frequent the same gym. It was tough but tolerable since we purposely avoided each other. On those occasions I noticed he was always there with another girl, but he had mentioned that she was a friend of his when we were still dating so I thought nothing of it. Didn't care back then since we were together and he obviously didn't reciprocate. I have been making an effort to go at times when I think he won't be there. But I go tonight, and of course he's there with her. It pisses me off because he used to tell me he couldn't go later at night with me because it was too late. But now he's there with another girl. Such bull****. I avoided them but I end up seeing them leave together, and that just made me fall apart and break NC. I sent him an angry one-line email which I'm sure he won't respond to. So now I feel stupid, angry, and sick to my stomach. Maybe he was cheating on me with her before he found the guts to bring up breaking up. I doubt it as there weren't any signs that point to that, and I don't know how he would've managed to find the time or energy or do it without me knowing since we spent so much time together, but I don't know anymore, I can't think straight.
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