Author Jewels7 Posted December 15, 2014 Author Posted December 15, 2014 Thanks Willpower. As much as I love him I know I can never go back. So there's my first answer. As much as I want to sometimes I just can't. He's done some pretty nasty stuff to me. I think I am going back to counseling to find out why my self worth is so low that I just keep basically asking "oh please give me some more" when he writes to me. At this point I'm just hurting myself by even reading his messages. I'm so tired from it all. I want to look in the future and not in the past and become healthy and whole so that I may meet someone who will treat me so well and make me wonder what I ever saw in my ex. I hope that happens. Mostly I'm scared. Scared I won't meet anyone, scared that if I do I'll realize I still love and miss my ex.
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