chados Posted November 25, 2014 Posted November 25, 2014 (edited) to make it short. i felt like a king the first two years and she loved me so much that i almost didnt believe it. long distance relationship and she was waiting for me and she also put down a lot of effort to come and see me. we had so much fun and she never complained about anything. she went on birth control and she changed, yelled at me telling me how everything was my fault. i wasnt there for her when she had a fight in her family. she was also drunk this time but never had she yelled at me before. this went on for an hour. she now started to become a hypochondriac, this could be cause she got to now she had hpv too. she started to feel discusted by herself and didnt want anyone to touch her. not even hug her some days.. she was kinda normal but just so worried about everything.. she moved closer to me and changed school. she wanted a new experience and to live closer to me. she always said, i dont want to leave you when she was with me. i love you so much and things like that but she was different. she now started hang with new people since she had a new school. she started to focus a lot more on her studies and since this was new to me it scared me that she would stop loving me. i told her several times to call me and i think i pushed her to much sometimes. but at the same time i wanted her to understand that it was hard for me. we talked one day and weve talked about this before. that we need to find some solution for next year. she was really sweet and nothing seemed wrong. the next day out of the blue she broke up with me. she needed time for herself she said. im still convinced shes having hormonal problems but i also know that i pushed her to much. she never really broke up with me, she loves me still and she wanted it to work. after a while i told her i have to let her go and she never said i understand. all she did was telling me how i made it harder for her while talking to her and that she needed space. even when i told her again im letting you go she continued to tell me i pushed her. she obviously wasnt ready to let me go. i never replied and she waited for me to do so for a long time staying up late even though she always goes to bed early. she ended up having sleeping problems after i told her this and for the first time she cancelled a meeting with her friends on a saturday night. she hasnt tried to contact me. its now been a week since i last did and 2 weeks since we broke up. so has anyone experienced something like this? completely out of the blue and yet youre convinced they still love you? im moving on but i still in my heart hope that she will come back. share your stories. give me your opinion. Edited November 25, 2014 by chados
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