danny12 Posted November 11, 2014 Posted November 11, 2014 (edited) So basically, I do not get as excited anymore. Like we are both away from each other. in an LDR now for college, and I don't get super excited to visit. I mean I want to visit don't get me wrong, im not upset I have to visit at all. I wouldgo visit right now if I could. The one thing that stresses me out is the money, I have so many bills to pay, upwards of 300 a month, and if I visit her its gunna be a big hit and that's whats stressing me out. anyways, is it normal not to be as excited to visit? Also, she is the person I couldn't live without! I need her in my life she had to go away for 5 days straight one time and could not use her phone? I wanted to die! I felt so lonely and lost! I mean of course I survived without her! but something was missing since she wasn't there! btw we txt and call every day! been going out for a year now! let me clear up a bit more....im not like counting down days until I see her again...okay maybe I am..but im not like "omg two more days and all sparkly and happy and giddy" im like "**** 3 more days, I need to workout and look as sexy as possible" and I still get nervous for some reason! don't ask why..i have anxiety disorder and ocd maybe that's why Edited November 11, 2014 by danny12
Author danny12 Posted November 11, 2014 Author Posted November 11, 2014 (edited) oh ya and we have known each other for over 3 years btw and im am excited for future things like living together, having a baby, and cuddling and being romantic etc. Edited November 11, 2014 by danny12
Thegreatestthing Posted November 11, 2014 Posted November 11, 2014 I m kind of like this with my bf if I don't want to be without him at all,but there's no excitement in the relationship.very confusing. I think life's short,find someone you feel highly excited about and can't be without.
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