Indyb Posted November 10, 2014 Posted November 10, 2014 I broke up with my girlfriend of a year and a half for selfish reasons. My house had just burned down and I thought I just wanted to cope with it alone. A month after we broke up and keeping in minor contact she text me I really miss you I'm coming over. I agreed to have her over and we were what I thought a couple again because I honestly really missed her. This went on for a week exactly and right after the the last time we made love she hinted at that she had already met someone else and had slept with him. At first it didn't really bother me until I called her the next day to ask her where we stood and her attitude completely changed. She said she wasn't ready to get back together with me since I left her initially and that she wanted to give this new guy a chance. When she said that something triggered in my mind and I went into panic mode. She realized then how much power she had over me and completely became a different person. As I started to beg and plead for her back she became very cold and distant and started to officially date this new guy. For the next month I never felt so shattered and heartbroken I fell in a deep depression as she took my pain as her personal powertrip. I finally broke down and stopped contacting her for a week and asked out a friend and invited her over. My ex then panicked because she hadn't heard from me in a couple days. Well she drove over to my house in the middle of the night and banged on my door until I answered. I was in shock of how she looked so desperate that I was no longer in her control. She asked me who's car was in my driveway and I told her the name and for the next four hours I had to hold her down and take a physical beating from her because I was hanging out with a new girl. She's type one diabetic and so she eventually locked herself in her car and shot herself with a ton of insulin trying to harm herself. This was after she rammed her car into my friends car and kicked the crap out of it with her heals. For some ungodly reason I still felt bad the next day about what happened and still wanted her back!! And she still went back to her new boyfriend the next day. The girl that I had over never knew about the incident because she was asleep the whole time. I still two months later after the incident miss my ex but it's the pre break up ex I miss not the crazy cold hearted person she became. I feel like such an idiot for letting her get away with dragging me down like she did. I've often thought about texting her new bf the story of that night but I'm sure it wouldn't do any good either way. I know I should have never talked to her again after that night but my ego is shattered and I was desperate to get the girl I fell in love with back. Is there something wrong with me?
jackinthebox1 Posted November 10, 2014 Posted November 10, 2014 There isnt much redeeming her from that story and i couldnt suggest anything than get as far away as possible. Maybe in 6 months time she will sort herself out but she sounds like an absolute nightmare and i think you know this
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