jj1 Posted November 4, 2014 Posted November 4, 2014 (edited) I'm in the middle of a break up though neither one of us has ended it. We have been together for 3 years, living for 2 and two LDRs for 1 year. This is the third. Anyhow she cheated recently and i have plane tickets to go over in next weekend. The **** she says just ****s my head up. Like she wants to be with me but needs intimacy, her dream is that we are together when the ldr ends. She either lies or wants me to feel better or **** i don't know. I'm just delusional it would be so much easier if she said no **** this i don't want it but instead it's all about how great we are, how she wants me. The truth is we were great together. Yeah and first serious relationship so uhuh i'm in a lot of trouble. I just need to believe her and move on. I just can't fathom why she would vibe on us like that and in the same sentence tell me it can't happen. Maybe i'm stubborn like that because i think a want will always find a way but she is probably just bull****ting me. The reason why i'm writing this is that i need my head straight. It's such a ****ed up situation. Our previous LDRs revolved around me going to work in an another city, her moving there, her moving back to the city we both came from and me following by leveraging mandatory army/civil service, this enabled me to hold my previous position. Now i have a job offer here and in the other city my previous job is waiting. I had no plans ever coming back here but the previous job ended up too stressful and she was here. Tomorrow is the day to choose between the jobs and where i'm located for a year or two. I'm a mess and tomorrow there will be choices with real consequences. It helps a bit to write this down. I'm a mess uhuh. My life has revolved too much around this relationship Edited November 4, 2014 by jj1
xUnknown Posted November 4, 2014 Posted November 4, 2014 Do what's best for you... not what's best for this girl. You have to worry about you. She cheated, that's your last straw. When she sees what she missed out on by letting you go...you can be the one to say you're moved on and doing much better without her. 1
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