nerdlingZA Posted November 3, 2014 Posted November 3, 2014 First of all we broke up two years ago, I spent the 1st year seen her everyday at school, and then I had to graduate from high school for the following her but because my grades weren't as good I choose to retake them I spent the next year (which is this year) studying at another school but because of they're rubbish policy I had to write the final GSCE's at my previous school which where my ****ing Ex is... Now I saw her for the 1st time last week and let me tell you... After I saw her she was looking 1000x times better than the previous year, and everything just came back to my face, THE REGRETS, MINOR FEELINGS, THE FRUSTRATION, everything!!! I didn't think I would still feel **** for her after almost 2 years, I'm surely not as crashed as last year but I'm sure frustrated that she out of all her friends doesn't even come up to me and talk (I don't know why I expect her to but I thought she would) all her friends interact with me at school everyday since last week, infact during the first day I received hugs from all of them and even her, but ever since then no interactions have been made except her greeting me once! What frustrate me is I know she will never come back (I've known this for over a year) but I still have minor **** feelings for her, they're not as severe as last year though. I guess we never really lose feelings for our first love
Recommended Posts