Barefootsoul Posted November 2, 2014 Posted November 2, 2014 (edited) Ive had many relationships on many different levels and am currently a widow However I met a man 4 yrs ago that took this long to get him out of my life. Im the perpetual good girl bad boy type. I have a psychology background I understand all the intricacies of domestic abuse and personality disorders but wont focus on this here. Can anyone relate to still loving and missing someone you know you can never ever live with? Despite the toxic times the good times were just as intense. I know what is best for me but why does the heart remain tender and forgiving when the other party has caused EXTREME much damage they dont come close to deserving it. Are there times when you long to help heal another That cannot be? Truth hurts and I feel like I will miss him for the rest of my life at least the short lived loving side he displayed at times. Yes he is total bipolar and manic. everyone I try to date fails to gain my attention kinda makes angry lol...grrrr. No I do not have a personality disorder just a huge heart and a tiny bit of BDSM kink that learned the hard way the difference between abuse and kink lol. How do I kill irrational illogical love Edited November 2, 2014 by Barefootsoul
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