xsherrie Posted October 23, 2014 Posted October 23, 2014 I just don't understand his reason.. He first said that he doubted.. because of the irritations I gave him. It was true though, now I realize that I was mostly criticizing him.. I wanted our relationship to be perfect.. I had the ideal relationship in my head and now I realize that no relationship will be like how I imagined. He wrote me a letter 2 weeks after that and he said: I don't want to hurt you.. I still love you.. but the relationship just doesn't work. I lost my feelings for the relationship. And please don't come over to my house to ask for answers, because i cannot give them. Later he explained that being different from each other and feeling not understood helped him in his decision but was not the main reason. He thinks that my behavior pushed him further away.. now I believe thats why his feelings for the relationship are gone.. I must respect his feelings more. Sometimes he didn't want to do something and I would push him... etc. I know thats bad.. but I just had in my head that you wil do everything for your girl no matter what.. That was the 'ideal relationship' what i was talking about... just asking too much i guess.. I love him sooo much and I miss him more then anything..
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