regrets issues

[lovememe]

ok first of all i'm 22 and i'm a virgin. i decided to go out with this guy called brown(28 yrs ) after 2 years of my friends convincing me to give it a try and his been telling my friends telling them how much he really likes me... then we started talking after my friends convinced me to give it a try. we talked for like two weeks just getting to know each other he seemed like a good guy at that time. sometimes i would ignore his calls just to see if he really likes me, he would call my sister or our mutual friend and ask of me then i taught maybe his for real. then after three weeks of chatting back and forth and him coming to my building to see me then he invited me to his house. The first day i visited him he was trying to touch me and i refused and told him to take me home. later he called to apologize saying he wasn't meaning to sleep with me he was just carried away. then i visited him the second time we both were laying on the bed and he showed be his penis and asked me to touch it i kinda hesitated but after persuasion i touched it but he didn't come cuz he said he didn't want to come. so the third time i visited him he was naked again i touched his penis after he asked me to and i gave him a hand-job and he placed his hand on my shirt and touched my boos and my clothes were on. after few days he stopped picking my calls or he wont call me. i kinda became worried. weeks went bye i heard from a mutual friend of ours that brown said i am "slow and dull" because i refuse to have sex or oral sex or even kissed him. i never had sex or let him perform oral sex on me or kiss him cause i wasn't really sure if he was for real real, cuz a lot of guys here are just dere to sleep with u and dump u. well after few weeks he contacted me and asked me to come to his birthday and i told him NO cuz i didnt want him to feel so special. well he got upset and cut the phone on me and i never called bck. after few weeks he keeps talking to mutual friends of ours asking about me and using words like how is my wife doing or tell her that i'm travelling for a while. well i recently saw him at a club he didnt know at first he was standing next to me and when he realized it was me he moved bck 2 steps and just stared at me for a minute and then walked away without saying even hi. Now i feel bad i shuldnt have seen him naked or give him a hand-job, we shuld have just be friends. Do u thinks its slutty to give him a hand-job? i truly regret it

[d0nnivain]

You are incredibly naive & somewhat got taken advantage of. No you are not a slut because of what happened but you need to learn to not let yourself get into situations like that.