Author Omei Posted October 21, 2014 Author Posted October 21, 2014 Words cannot express how happy I am that I'm not in a RS - at this point in my life. I've been long overdue for solitude and even celibacy (as trying as it can be at times.) I have sort of (to be funny) become Paul Rudd's character in 40 yo Virgin. Something that I can't change and that will just have to run it's course is me being emotionally unavailable. 15 months post BU and the pain still lingers. I have relished in my single life and have loved the solitude as well its been amazing discovering myself as a single adult since I had never been single for over 5 months since age 17. So this last almost two years have been me really learning about myself as an adult woman on her own I have tried many things too for eg I never had a one night stand ever before and I did it this year. I should of added that over the last few weeks ive been talking to a guy that's totally gorgeous and we have great conversations hes looking to date so am I and that's how we came into contact (online) but we're just getting to know each other as people we have not met yet and im trying very hard not to fill my head with silly expectations and daydreams. It obvy isnt of much relevance yet because when I made this post about how I feel he didnt come to mind (too soon) but I thought I should add that there is some potential we're going really slow (hes working outside the city right now anyway) and I love that he is the idea of spending weeks of talking prior to meeting is my thing.
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