DrReplyInRhymes Posted October 9, 2014 Posted October 9, 2014 Well, here I am in to pour things off my chest came to this board to help alleviate distress, Under the illusion that my personal life was ok, But unfortunately I am single as of today. I know where it went wrong, I guess I'm upset about that too, I know I'm to blame, but in reality there was no glue to hold us together anymore, and that's just sad fact, I guess she just lost her feelings prior, and gave up on the act. It's been a tough day, can't concentrate on work, That really sucks to hear, but its a reality when you're hurt. I'm not going to chase her, its clear theres nothing left, So I shall go no contact, and wish her the best. I wish I could handle breakups as well as some of you do, but I shy away from relationships in the first place, in fear of feeling blue. This day I will remember as losing something I thought was great, I just hope my resentment doesn't eventually turn into hate. I can't help but feel angry, sad, and everything in between, I thought she would eventually turn into my queen, but unbeknownst to me, someone else got into her head, and now the connection we once had is devastatingly dead. Is it possible to hate and love someone at the same time? Is it possible to reach out without sounding like its a whine? Is there anything I can say to make this day never occur? Rewind the time, go to scene selection, and select chapter 2 I prefer. I will miss her sweet kisses, and smiles she gave. I'll miss the sweet pictures I have of us that I save. I'll think about her for a while, even when its no good to my feelings, my pride, my integrity, and of course, my manhood. To wish we're back together is not even wishful thinking, that's a penance to pay, it will keep me a-sinking. So without any interruption, and without further adue, This will be the last time, J______, that I feel sad over you.
SoThatHappened Posted October 9, 2014 Posted October 9, 2014 Did you speak to her in rhymes? Maybe that's why she strayed. I've been reading your posts and can say that at least you're original. It's hard to take things seriously when they rhyme, but giving you the benefit of the doubt. You're in the right place if you're heartbroken, and it sounds like you've initiated NC and and decided to move on. Good for you. Don't feel blue. It's all in your head, all of this dread. You'll heal from this in time, As you continue to rhyme. Eh... I'm not as good as you, but keep up the good fight! 1
writergal Posted October 10, 2014 Posted October 10, 2014 Sorry to hear about your breakup DRIR. You sound very heart broken and sad. Don't beat yourself up for what happened to your relationship. If J_____ was meant to be your queen, she would be. But she wasn't. So your queen is still out there, waiting to meet her king -- you. Right now you need to focus on your own healing, which takes time as you know. Lean on friends, family, whomever is close to you for comfort and know that you will recover from this breakup. You will. I found this Rumi quote for you, "The wound is the place where the light enters you." Despite the difficulty, pain, and scars from this breakup DRIR -- there is light at the end of the tunnel. This experience will make you stronger, and give you an opportunity to reflect on who you are and what you want from life, and WHO you want in your life again in the future. Also, try to find a way to reconnect with your good qualities and what makes you happy. Don't lose yourself -- let your light come out. Does that make any sense? I found this poem by Tyler Knott Gregson for you, Some days I wake up and all I feel are the fractures in the flesh that covers the only me I've ever known. Some days it's those exact fissures that let the light hiding inside me pour out and cover in gold everyone that found enough beauty in the cracks to stand close.
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