kittenhead Posted March 6, 2005 Posted March 6, 2005 Well, I'm crazy about my BF. In fact, I'm 31 and I've been involved with several men--but now--I have found the one that I want to give myself to--never happenned before. So, I'm psyched. He's about 5 years younger though--and he says that he's in love, wants to spend the rest of his life with me--that I'm the one, this is it....and so on. we're in a really good place. he is looking for a new job though and is desperately searching. he may move out of the area. he had been pushing to move in--and finally i said yes--but there's been a lot of hesitantcy now. in fact, last night--while drunk, he said-who knows, we may end up in two totally differnet places. well- that made me sad and to me it sounds like a heads up. i'm nervous and will just have to wait it out--but i know what the real deal looks like--this is it. part of me is wondering if there's an imbalance in us--like i'm totally there now-- he was hunting me before --so to speak. he said it--didn't he? he said we may end up in different places -- and he's not giving me the full assurance i need. he's probably leaving, right?
westernxer Posted March 6, 2005 Posted March 6, 2005 Who knows? Last night he was drunk, so his introspective side came out. You're crazy about him to begin with, which hampers your ability to discern the situation as it unfolds before your eyes. Guess you'll have to wait and see how things turn out, especially when he's sober...
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