Samjade1991 Posted September 9, 2014 Posted September 9, 2014 I've know my bf since sophomore year. We were best friends . We only been dating and living together for a year now. But I don't really get along with his family and friends . His family seemed nice at first then later on in the year they hardly talked to me and ignored me. But he thought I was the one doing it cause he only saw there side. As for the friend he's single he likes to party a lot and sees me and his relationship going south . He's trying to wedge himself in between us and get his old party friend back . But he doesn't see it like that he thinks I'm to controlling . I have a bipolar disorder and he doesn't take it seriously. I waS going to get help Friday but it was to late . When we hang out he gets bored and falls asleep and hardly talks to me . But when he's with his friends he seems like he's the happiest person w/o me . Idk what to do I sent him this text .i told him of get help but I'm trying he's not .Me:I'm sorry I acting like a jerk.I just don't know how to control my anger. I get jealous cause when you and Dustin hang out you seem to have more fun with him and don't seem bored and stay awake.And I feel like a third wheel .but when we hang out you fall asleep at 10 and hardly talk to me. How would you feel if I did that to you. If that bothers you then we can either talk about it or if your tired of it not be together . I can't cry anymore over someone who doesn't cry for me . Or put me first . I'm trying my best but it's never going to be good enough for you. Him idk what you want me to say to that Edit After he took his friend home later . He took an hour coming back . Next thing you know he said we need to talk . I said about what .he said I can't do it anymore .all we do is fight . I told him I'm trying so hard but when my family not here your the only one I have and you spending 9am- 9:30 pm with Dustin makes me feel alone . So I started packing and got upset . He left didn't see him till Monday .happened since Saturday . No call or text . My mom called him to see why my phone was off . He told her what happened . But someone told him not to go back in the background . He was at his sis place then went to his friends house . So I called him Monday morning and asked him if he's brining the money I saved . He said I'm at work. I'm like I'm leaving today. Him oh I thought you were leavening later me no I said today. About to hang up and he asked hey Sam ? Me yes ? Can we still be friends my heart split . Me I need some time ... Him me too . He came to the house . He handed me the money . Looked very sad . He asked me for a hug . I said you don't deserve one jokingly with half a smile. He grabed me and said come here he hugged me tight rubbing my small back. Saying I'm going to miss you . I tried not to cry and keep my composer . I said I know you will and smiled. I said well I'll see you smiled and began my journey to corpus. He then texted me At 1030 saying drive safe okay. I never responded back. He lives in lubbock. As I was driving my phone died and I couldn't charge it . My mom was worried so she called and texted Joel. Cause I told my dad to surprise her by telling here I'm still in lubbock .But then I remembered how to get there without my gps shockingly lol.but he called I ignored all his stuff he messages me at night when I passed out from crying and driving all day . I heard my phone go off I thought it was my friend so I ignored it went back to sleep . Woke up at 4 thought I was dreaming seeing my ex had text me . Him:I really whis you would let know if your ok or not im worried your mom hasnt let me know anything I just want to make sure your alright I never replied back . What should I do ? How should I take it ??help..
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