BridgetGrey Posted September 8, 2014 Posted September 8, 2014 It's hard and I still feel the pain of loosing something and feel empty. I thought I was over it but the truth he was my first love and it will be hard to erase him. However, my point I should stop dwelling on it as he said and I agree with him. Yes I do believe the friendship we had will not recover for years or maybe never as we were in a committed relationship and things were said in and afterward. However, it is just life sometime we need this experience to realize what we want and we do not want. I know I want to be happy and he did not make me happy, I know I want to travel and be on my own and this wouldn't have happened if we tried to make it work and I know he has deep commitment issues that I can't fix and the girls after me will not fix ,thus, I chose to wish luck and let him go once again as he is moved half way across the world where I am. We still share social media and are on good terms , yet we know what once had of bond is somehow broken at the moment. My advise to all out of there NO CONTACT one of the things that set backward was making contact with my ex and engaging in talk about the relationship. I did not hear what I wanted to hear and no matter you can never fix something that broke ... If your interested in a friendship or keeping in touch take a good five months apart and then go back to talking as casual friends. Do not make the mistake of talking about what went down there. On a final note, the reason that I decide to stop posting is because whenever I come here I talk about a relationship that is long gone 4 months now and I need to focus on other stuff even a freaking functional tv show sounds better than talking about my ex who is half away across the world lol. Goodbye for good this time I swear lol. 3
Reels Posted September 9, 2014 Posted September 9, 2014 Good to see that you have acknowledged the setback.
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