bgknoccout Posted September 4, 2014 Posted September 4, 2014 I've liked this girl for over 2 years I worked with in NY. I moved to NJ. We reconnected a few months ago and she's been using public transportation to hangout with me. As of the last 3 months we actually hung outside of work and been intimate. She has said she doesn't want a relationship before and after being intimate. I started to fall for her though anyway. Thinking maybe I can just handle "fk buddies" but I know I can't now. I let her know my feelings and it didn't work out the way I wanted to so we agreed just being friends. Problem with that is, I still don't love her any less. Every time I think I'm taking 5 steps forward just a picture of her can make me feel like I took 20 steps back and love her even more. Last night I've actually said to her "I miss fking her" She said she does as well, but doesn't wanna ruin what we have... Easier said then done........but do I just cut her off completely? Do I just try being friends with her though I don't think I can bare it? If I already feel as lousy as I do just being friends I rather have the benefits again of being intimate. ADVICE PLEASE
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