heartache25 Posted September 3, 2014 Posted September 3, 2014 So, it's been now way over a month, i'm into my second month of a breakup with the girl i loved dearly. She left me but she did many times but never this long, i know its for real this time. I did all the things alot of men do i think, i chased her, i wanted her back. I turned up to her house to see her, I created social media accounts to speak with her, i emailed her. Only last week we was emailing each other, but she said it had to stop and so i stopped emailing her after she blocked me from EVERYTHING, there is no way to contact her apart from creating more and more accounts to fight for my love for her. I accept my relationship is over with this women, i do. But this isnt getting any easier, i think of her every few minutues of the day, i wake up every night, tossing and turning and sweating from every pour of my skin. I have gave up on contacting her and to let her go, i've rejoined my local gym to start weight training again (Self improvements) 4 days a week. A problem i have is, in 4-5 months, we both will need to attend a babys christening, where she is god mother and i am god father. I am very very worried about this day, although a long time away, i know my feelings will grow strong for her as soon as i see her and have to stand beside her. How can i go about this? I can't not turn up, as it is my cousins baby but also, her sisters baby. So this situation is going to be impossible not to go.
PegNosePete Posted September 3, 2014 Posted September 3, 2014 I did all the things alot of men do i think, i chased her, i wanted her back. I turned up to her house to see her, I created social media accounts to speak with her, i emailed her. Dude WTF. That is not what a lot of men do. That is what a lot of STALKERS do!!! You need to go NC ASAP. Seems like she's pretty much enforced that anyway due to your harassing stalker behaviour so that should make it easier. With time and work on your part you will get over her. As for the christening, can you speak to the parents to express your concerns?
Author heartache25 Posted September 3, 2014 Author Posted September 3, 2014 The parents of the christening won't be involved...her sister is the mother and my cousin is the dad..we are both picked as god parents. Its a awfull situation to be in..I am getting over her but we will be reunited at the christening.. I fear I won't be totally over her but in good progress. I have already started nc..more so cause I was forced too
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