Message from exs new gf on fb!

[Mla]

All my previous posts are on here and im doin better than what I was able to listen to music and want to go out and buy new clothes now so my confidence increased iv put on weight from medication and takin few months out from gym as went too small and looking better for it! Jus hope the medication doesn't make me go massive again and time to start back gym jus hope I don't put pressure on myself again comparin myself to other due to my bloated stomach that will never disappear despite all this is I still have same feelings for my ex and still miss him still fear I won't find wa I had n still not really dated and still not happy alone but there has been improvements thank god!

 

Have both my ex and his new gf blocked on fb was suprised I had emails from him before where he was blocked too and posted them on fb back in. March hopin they would both find out and that it would make him think twice bout contactin me again I posted about this before too

 

I'm suprised in August after all this time out of the blue I had an email from a different girl that I'm assumin is her friend simply sayin this is dans gf how many times has he contacted you? And have u met up?

 

I didn't think or give time I immediately responded in nicest way poss so I didn't look in the wrong and to make out I didn't care, no Hun I wouldn't do tht to you I'm not like that (unsure if she did this to me and this was my little dog to hopefully make her feel bad if she did) I don't want to be involved in your issues tbh all u need to know is he won't get anywhere trying to contact me as previously proved and hope you sort things out, I even put a kiss on the end

 

It's been read no reply which I was hopin for but I expected this in. March dunno y out blue now tryin not to look Into it all but it's hard I changed my pics to best profile n cover pic I could find jus imcase she been lookin at my pics I know it's pathetic but I was heartbroken seein hers and threatened and I hope she feels same now! I'm hopin she has trust issues with him and he not changed but I know she can't be trusted either as I wen I looked before he was posting things bout trust issues with her so they both as bad as one another

 

In numb dunno how I feel but taken much better than what I would have few months ago although I still think bout him everyday day miss him and occasionally dream bout him jus wanted to share this surprising update and interested to know what you all think please?

[music_and_poetry]

Either the new girl is a psychopath (his problem) or he's not over you and it's making the women he dates very insecure. Either way - it's not your problem.

[Mla]

I'm so upset jus dug out and read all the old letters he gave hoping to feel like he did actually mean them and cared but I struggle to think that knowin how quick he moved on and doin n sayin all these things to his new girlfriend. These latters are now a year old I can't believe it feels like yesterday still middle of dec will be a year we finished

 

I still miss him sooo much and still don't want anybody else anyone I try to meet I compare n they don't match up

 

I hate iv hurt for so long now while he been moved on loving life this year with new job car girlfriend friends social life and iv had worst and skint year and lonely year of my life

 

As much as it couldn't work cause of his lies and in assuming him n his current gf havin issues due to her messagin me doesn't changed feelings and how good the good was he ticked all the boxes for me I feel like i jus be settling for anyone else in the future now nobody since has shown such a keen interested like him constantly text nade effort like he did I'm jus scared I wot. Have it again I still love him so much and hope stupidly enough that he still cares for me as it hurts to even comprehend that he doesn't :,(

 

And replies would be much appreciated feelin so upset right now :,(

[d0nnivain]

Throw the old letters out.

 

Take some solace knowing that his new GF is no picnic.

 

Now go do something positive for yourself.