dumbass2 Posted August 5, 2014 Posted August 5, 2014 or maybe a nightmare, i don't know. I do find myself sometimes thinking and saying, did this really happen? All the things we did seem like a blur now. It was 5+ months but we saw each other 3-4 times a week and were in contact numerous times every day. She always called every time on the way to work. We did so much it seemed a lot longer. It seems like a dream now. 4 months since break up and 2 weeks since last contact and I can't believe it is really over. Did it really happen? We now have been broken up almost as long as we were together. It's getting better and I sense the feelings are subsiding. She couldn't even do me a favor at the end. I finally think I get it. She had to do that because she wasn't in front of me to smack me with a 2x4. I don't think she could possibly hate me. I haven't done anything so bad other than not know how to handle my feelings at times. It seems like a dream. Sometimes a nightmare, but still mostly good dreams. I now dream that I want to do those fun things with someone else, but not sure if or when that might be. I'm not ready just yet. It would not be fair for me to try to get into a relationship now. I just need to go out and have fun and not worry about "relationship" It seems like a dream, but I know it did happen and I'm a better man today for going through the entire experience, both the good and bad. I'm still not 100%, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Reels Posted August 6, 2014 Posted August 6, 2014 I wonder how she feels, but I am sure that she will still try to make some point so that you cannot argue about break up. These are few experiences of life, you have to learn and consider them as example.
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