Do the pain and triggers ever go away?

[TheWalkingDead]

I'm telling you all that those things help *me* only for the time I'm doing them. Funny how everyone says, "Your experience us your experience" until they want to pretend like they have all the answers for healing.

 

I'm A YEAR AND A HALF OUT, and got THREE hours of sleep last night. I dealt with 100 or so triggers today, and THREE major meltdowns today, one while I was driving 70 mph. Even though I'm on 3 hours, there's no sign of decent sleep tonight.

 

Is it so hard for everyone to accept that some can't be healed and will never find peace or happiness? Does it just scare everyone when I say that? I was either born for this pain or am the unluckiest dude ever.

 

I did yoga today, and went on a date, and talked through some very important elements, and I'm still in hell just like I always will be.

Edited August 3, 2014 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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