Bishop556 Posted July 22, 2014 Posted July 22, 2014 (edited) The fact that I will never interact with my ex again, and even though I have moved on from her it still feels quite strange knowing a valuable person in my life at one specific time was there and is now gone. I am not sad about it, but more remarking about the frailty of it all. I do not even know if my ex is even still alive, but I know she made a major impact in my existence. It makes you appreciate the time that you do have as it could easily disappear. What is truly spectacular is that I will be the only one in this universe that knows what it was like to love her during that specific time in her life, in this specific place, whatever that means, and yet, it is beautiful to me. And now she is gone, and I don't feel sad. It is more of a melancholy feeling of understanding than heartbreak. The realization of the frailness of life and how much we should cherish it and feel grief through it for these are human emotions that truly make us feel alive, whether depressed or happy through constant, unstoppable change. Makes you feel closer to a divine source, religious or not, but just a strange humbling beauty. Edited July 22, 2014 by Bishop556 3
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