7yearsbroken Posted July 22, 2014 Posted July 22, 2014 She texted me about how's she's back from college and I can pick up the stuff I wanted back. When I asked for my stuff back it was about 10 months ago. She also wished me a belated birthday about 13days late and wished me bs wishes. So where am I? Not better since NC. Apparently I'm depressed not on meds but with school keeping me busy, and leading nowhere I'm kinda stuck with NC. I can't pick up my stuff so overweight and sad. For all I know she's madly in love with the same guy she monkey branched to. Anyways, I ignored her and I'm currently seriously starting my transformation today. It's sad I took this long but It felt good to just ignore her, and not know or care what she really feels about it. If you ever gave unconditional love to someone who made you feel less of a person, and just left you after 7 years, then you would understand as I do now. That it may take a really really long time; but you will get over this person, even if you are still lonely. Work on yourself and don't waste your time as I did my friends. If they left you show them what they missed out on. I let myself down wasting a year on moping. Please learn from my mistakes 1
elseaacych Posted July 23, 2014 Posted July 23, 2014 What matters is that you are getting better, and you want to get better. It's a long journey, but don't worry about how long it took you to start. We all go at our own paces, and occasionally face setbacks, but you can do it. 1
edgygirl Posted July 23, 2014 Posted July 23, 2014 I enjoyed reading your post. Congrats on not caring about what she thinks and ignoring her. Right there you can see how the 10 months were worth it! In the long run, that's not a long time. It's good you took the time to heal and I feel you are going to be just fine. 1
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