Giggle Posted July 20, 2014 Posted July 20, 2014 It was over a year ago. This week is her birthday. And just one of the random times missing her is just awful. That nobody in my family can actually get my devastating because she was so much in my life and I was the one who had to have them turn off her machines. I want so badly to be wrapped in some strong arms yknow? Omg it sucks so bad. I don't know how anybody manages to survive losing a kid.
elseaacych Posted July 20, 2014 Posted July 20, 2014 Wow, Giggle, what you are going through sounds absolutely heart-wrenching. It takes a lot of strength to do what you did. But if it was what she wanted, you can take solace in knowing what you did was a final act of love. She is probably very proud of you. I don't know if you are religious or not, but I see her soul as free. She is not weighed down by her broken physical body. You probably see traces of her earthly being everywhere in pictures and the like, but what is most important is that she lives on in your memories, and yourself, and how she shaped you to be. Although she is no longer physically present, she will always be with you in spirit. Best of luck as you continue on your journey toward healing. 1
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