JustI Posted July 19, 2014 Posted July 19, 2014 I'll get straight to the point in this; I'm in the from the US and she's from Europe & has a little girl, which wasn't a problem since i don't have any children of my own. We met online like a lot of people nowadays. After about 7 months of emails, skype, and phone conversations of commonalities etc, she decided to come to the states and see me. Her little girl was spending the this week with her dad so she didn't have to worry. I suppose because we've been talking for so long that when i picked her up from the airport and during the drive back, everything felt so natural it was unreal at times. I remember trying to get her to take a nap because of the flight but she insisted to stay awake, i couple of time i caught her just staring at me smiling. Anyway..when we got back, we were like any other couple doing things together and it was beyond wonderful. When she had to leave we gave our goodbyes as much anyone would. We continued talking, skyping..everyday or as much without it being too much. We even made plans for me to come and see her this time. Then...about 5 months after that, i didn't hear from her - she just vanished. I tried multiple ways trying to contact her with no success. Finally i just got on a plane and flew there to see her because i had no idea what was happening. When i got there and went to her flat, her ex husband came came to the door. Surprised to say the least, i asked where ******was and he told me she was upstairs resting & been given medication by the nurse. I didn't believe his story obviously until i saw the nurse walk down the steps & asked what happened. When i asked what was going on, they told me she had a sudden heart attack. Still didn't believe it because she ate healthy and exercised regularly. When i went up to see her...she was so frail & couldn't believe it was the same woman. Her ex asked me to come back later & i agreed. He was there this whole time taking care of her, i could see the way he cared for her, that he still loved her very much. All this time he was here while i had no clue what was happening & feel horrible because - i couldn't be there for her like he could & it really just sank my heart. Its been some time now & she's been to rehabilitation doing much better. During all that time, she & her ex reconnected and ended up getting back together. We may occasionally text but, its only along the lines of hi how you doing or how's your daughter doing etc..She & i didn't have years together like her & he did so our time wasn't that long..but i still miss her and when i think about everything we ever talked about or said we wanted from each other, it still hurts me. Although like i said, right now i'm just trying to move on but its hard.
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