addyBroken Posted July 16, 2014 Posted July 16, 2014 FIRST: Dear XXX Hearing the sheer coldness uttered from your words, I realize theres no hope. Your feelings have faded to little more than embers and ash. I am left brokenhearted and hollowed out. I love you XXX with all my heart and yet it's not enough. Had things been different. Me and you might be happily married. I would of liked that. All I ever wanted was for you, for us to be happy. For us to be a family. But we let our past shape our future. I didn't see you was hurting and for that I am sorry. I have little honour left in this world. Maybe in the next I can be the man I had always hoped I'd be. I just want you to know you wasn't a mistake to me. There has been many happy memories along are rocky relationship. Like our first kiss, so messy and yet so right. The time we first made love in that hotel. I thought Id just died. And our first real Christmas together, the best ever. The boys and there nerf guns, XXX and that rocking horse, and you in that amazing dress. Doing your utmost to give your kids the best christmas ever. Getting back with you was the right thing to do. I just wish bitterness hadn't clouded my vision. So much promise quickly faded with empty words. I'm just sorry I couldn't be the man you deserved. Give my love to the kids. And whatever comes next you'll always be in my heart. Love XXX PorkLife xoxoxo SECOND: Dear XXX Despite everything you may think of me right now know this, I do love you XXX. I was selfish and tuck you for granted. I forgot what really matters. I didn't see the women I love was hurting. That I had become the problem. If I could turn back time I would, but I cant. I have come to terms with your decision to split. Maybe it's for the best. You deserve better. I am sorry for all the hurtful things I said and the way I've been behaving of late. I let myself down but most of all I let you down. I know sorry ain't gonna cut it, but when I say I'm sorry, please believe I am being sincere. I have come to realize I need to make some real changes. I need to get out of my comfort zone and grow a pair. I need to take better care of myself and those closest. In my case, health body equals health mind. Starting to feel like the XXX of old. I never want to slip back into that frame of mind again. God theres so much I need to do, so much catching up to be done. I need my licence, I need a new job, I need to do some kind of training. But the biggest thing I need to do over the next few months is find my own place. Although XXX Road wasnt perfect I think your agree I was a happier guy back then. Maybe in time we can sit down and talk. I hope you and the kids are good. Love XXX xx
Author addyBroken Posted July 16, 2014 Author Posted July 16, 2014 I just wanted to share those's two letters I wrote. One was written a few days after the break up and the other 5 weeks later. Can I get options on the second letter please. I'm thinking of sending it
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