EddieB Posted July 17, 2014 Posted July 17, 2014 I think Im just feeling lonely and miss her company.I lost my job 2 years ago and have been unemployed since and that contributed to a lot of how she acted and treated me.I have an interview tomorrow so if I get the job it could be a new start for me or I may want to let my ex know I got a new job and thats a huge mistake. I am always my own worst enemy I set myself up for pain.We were suppose to meet 2 weeks ago but she was late and I left.We ended up getting into a huge fight and nasty texting it was the same old crap we would always go through.I know the relationship was toxic and I know we weren't right for each other but I guess I just miss the company and the whole relationship scenario My friend you're bored and lonely. Deep in your heart you know you deserve better and you know there's someone out there for you in the big city who's more right than she ever was. You're being held back by your time investment of 5 years when you should be making use of the time you have right now to rebuild yourself and rise from the wreck of that relationship. You have a job interview tomorrow and you're using the ex as a distraction to take your mind off the big day tomorrow. Stop it! Reboot your system, go out with friends tonight or go to the movies or just plain spend the day doing anything you enjoy, then go give your 100% on that interview tomorrow. Stop letting someone from your past whom you know wasn't right for you keep ruining your future. The rest of your life begins now, but it means nothing until you acknowledge that and wholeheartedly believe it. I wish you all the best for tomorrow 2
Author scobro Posted July 17, 2014 Author Posted July 17, 2014 My friend you're bored and lonely. Deep in your heart you know you deserve better and you know there's someone out there for you in the big city who's more right than she ever was. You're being held back by your time investment of 5 years when you should be making use of the time you have right now to rebuild yourself and rise from the wreck of that relationship. You have a job interview tomorrow and you're using the ex as a distraction to take your mind off the big day tomorrow. Stop it! Reboot your system, go out with friends tonight or go to the movies or just plain spend the day doing anything you enjoy, then go give your 100% on that interview tomorrow. Stop letting someone from your past whom you know wasn't right for you keep ruining your future. The rest of your life begins now, but it means nothing until you acknowledge that and wholeheartedly believe it. I wish you all the best for tomorrow Well said and you are totally correct....thanks EddieB
shoegal4 Posted July 17, 2014 Posted July 17, 2014 Good news is...the anxiety and stomach sickness goes away. Bad news is...you'll have bad days where it creeps in again from time to time. Thankfully, it lessens and lessens as time goes on. Keep pushing through it. The only way out is through and you will be very thankful you went through what you did. Hard to see that now, but looking back, you'll become a completely different person - in a much better way
Haydn Posted July 17, 2014 Posted July 17, 2014 Can`t go far wrong with this. Good luck with the job. My friend you're bored and lonely. Deep in your heart you know you deserve better and you know there's someone out there for you in the big city who's more right than she ever was. You're being held back by your time investment of 5 years when you should be making use of the time you have right now to rebuild yourself and rise from the wreck of that relationship. You have a job interview tomorrow and you're using the ex as a distraction to take your mind off the big day tomorrow. Stop it! Reboot your system, go out with friends tonight or go to the movies or just plain spend the day doing anything you enjoy, then go give your 100% on that interview tomorrow. Stop letting someone from your past whom you know wasn't right for you keep ruining your future. The rest of your life begins now, but it means nothing until you acknowledge that and wholeheartedly believe it. I wish you all the best for tomorrow
Justaguy30 Posted July 17, 2014 Posted July 17, 2014 Yep that is the same situation. My ex would get all angry and kick me out and ask for the house key because she was going to have someone over to bang that night. This was at the very tale end of the relationship but yeah. If you are going through what I went through and am going through I feel for you brother. I am still messed up badly. Did she refuse to have sex with you for long periods of time because you were accusing her of cheating? That really messed me up and all I can think about sometimes is having sex with her as messed up as that sounds. Its trauma and it will do horrible things to your mind. My ex also had me arrested and would throw my stuff off of our balcony and blah blah. I still haven't gotten the rest of my stuff back from her.
Justaguy30 Posted July 17, 2014 Posted July 17, 2014 I find it interesting that the same sort of abuse leaves different people feeling the exact same way. Some days I would give my right arm to just hangout with her and bang and watch tv. Its ****ed up man 1
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