FailedFirstLove Posted July 6, 2014 Posted July 6, 2014 It's going to be two weeks tommorow of nc. I'm dying inside. I can't sleep without pills. I wake up during the night and I dream of him. I panick and anxiety takes over. Right now I'm thinking it's worth to just get addicted so that I can sleep. It helps cause I feel less anxious. The weekend was unbearable. I'm used to being with him then. Can people really just block out things. I know when his angry at me he completely blocks me out. Doesn't want to think about me or anything. And he takes he longest time to cool down. Do these type of people miss you? Or even think about you. Anxious guys!
Griesfootball Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 He probably thinks about you at times but wants to focus on other things. I'm sure he thinks about you and other times I'm sure he is just doing his own thing. Nobody is worth taking pills over though.
guest569 Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 I couldn't tune it out either, it is impossible. I think that is normal. I still have trouble but i think as time goes on you will think of him less and less. It probably couldn't hurt to see if the doctor can help though.
Moonborn Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 It's going to be two weeks tommorow of nc. I'm dying inside. I can't sleep without pills. I wake up during the night and I dream of him. I panick and anxiety takes over. Right now I'm thinking it's worth to just get addicted so that I can sleep. It helps cause I feel less anxious. The weekend was unbearable. I'm used to being with him then. Can people really just block out things. I know when his angry at me he completely blocks me out. Doesn't want to think about me or anything. And he takes he longest time to cool down. Do these type of people miss you? Or even think about you. Anxious guys! What are you doing to keep yourself busy? I would go absolutely nuts if all I was doing during the day was sitting down thinking about the past. You have to find something to do that prevents you from going insane.
Sad26 Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 Can people really just block out things. I know when his angry at me he completely blocks me out. Doesn't want to think about me or anything. And he takes he longest time to cool down. Do these type of people miss you? Or even think about you. Anxious guys! Yes, I have seen people blocking and compartmentalizing the memories. If nothing else then just come here on LS, read the threads, cry a bit and respond to the threads. It has a soothing effect, sort of like going to those AA groups. 1
Eagle755 Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 I'm right there with you. Its only been 4 days and I'm close to breaking down. You're not alone
geebelle Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 You're not alone I feel the same EXACT way. 8 days and I'm hurting still. He's forgotten all about me and the plans we've made.
d0nnivain Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 Some people can block things out. What's there to be anxious about? The "worst" has already happened. He broke up with you. It can only get better from here. Be careful with the pills.
SailorGirl925 Posted July 7, 2014 Posted July 7, 2014 It's been 10 days and today I broke NC because I was literally about to go nuts wanting to spew some venom at him. I texted him ..and of course he ignored my text. I said what I needed to say and can move on with my NC. I'm done with this clown car show.
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