1 year later...

[babyA1024]

I fell in love with my ex "Allen" when i was 15 years old. everything started off perfect, our personalities matched like pb&j lol. After about 6 months we finally started to get more physical (such as (kissing and intense make out sessions). I was content with doing just that but he always pressed for more. I told him that i wasn't ready and he said he was ok with it but i knew he wasn't because he didn't text or call like he usually did. i felt that if i didn't give him what he wanted, i would lose him. so i caved in to doing a few more things but still not all he wanted. we fought all the time because of this so one day i told him "if that's all you want from me, then we shouldn't be together" and i guess i broke up with him. we didn't talk for about 8 months and i thought about him everyday. so i decided to text him one night and we talked our issues out and we decided to give it another shot. we were on and off for about a year because i still didn't give him what he wanted. then we didn't talk fir months again. on the night before our last day of school before summer break he texted me and told me that he was moving. i was shocked because even though i hadn't talked to him, not a single day went by that i didn't think about him. that was 1 year ago and we have had no contact. i was depressed and moping around this year. yes i dated and hung out with friends but i still think about him everyday. i feel like i have gained feelings for this new guy but nothing compares to what i had with Allen. i want to talk to him so bad but I'm afraid he hates me and wouldn't answer. should i take a chance and contact him to see how he is doing or do i just keep trying to move on?

[flight E]

U r young and I think not being ready to have sex yet is reasonable though allen's request is also understandable. If you care so much bout him reach out to him but be willing to talk whatever response he gives and the fact that he might start demanding sex again