Scorpio Chick Posted June 19, 2014 Posted June 19, 2014 I pride myself on being tough (emotionally) but when my weak moments hit, they hit hard. I'm in a weak moment(s) spell. Last night I let myself think about the man I got involved in an EA with. I went NC on him quickly and boldly and haven't made any contact since then - a little over 2 months ago. 9 weeks, 4 days, 6 hours, 14 minutes, 12 seconds and .2 nanoseconds...just kidding, ago. :-) I let myself just all out fantasize about he and I. We have never so much as held hands. Anyway, the gist of it is that I did that and then actually dreamt about him and I sexually last night, the first time I ever had a dream about him like that. It was a such a good, realistic dream. I guess its stupid to ask, but I guess I *shouldnt* let my awake thoughts go rampant about that, right? Sigh. Love is a mean little beeyotch.
Justaguy30 Posted June 19, 2014 Posted June 19, 2014 I often do the same thing with my ex and she is one of the greatest sexual partners I have ever had. The most attractive woman I have ever met and my soul mate.... Besides the fact that she has some serious mental health issues. Anyhow I find myself fantasizing about sex with her on a regular basis. I don't think its probably healthy but it sure gets me off haha. Anyhow just enjoy the dream and let it be a dream.
Justaguy30 Posted June 19, 2014 Posted June 19, 2014 (edited) After 2 months NC she actually called me last night from a number I didn't know and we wound up talking and then she came by and chatted with me for over an hour in her car. We didn't do anything but I gave her a hug and she kissed me on the neck twice and then when she dropped me at my house kissed me on the lips in a sort of non sexual way. She doesn't seem to want to have sex but does she. Anyhow I never should have let her come over or have even entertained the idea.... She said she wants to be friends and see how it goes and then maybe someday who knows. Was it just a power trip or do you think she wants to bang me.... What do you think her deal is Edited June 19, 2014 by Justaguy30 1
Author Scorpio Chick Posted June 19, 2014 Author Posted June 19, 2014 Hi Justaguy. I just actually read your thread about your ex contacting you after 2 months NC. And then your two posts here. The last one where you say she kissed you on the lips....uh, YES, she wants to sleep with you. I would NEVER kiss any guy on the LIPS unless... I agree with you that she's not a horrible person, but yes, she's incredibly selfish and she hurt you. I wouldn't want to see you get hurt again. But to answer your question, the girl would definitely sleep with you again. She contacted you and then the lip kissing thingy.
leavesonautumn Posted June 19, 2014 Posted June 19, 2014 Yeah, I think she'd sleep with you. However, just keep your guard up! Don't want to get hurt again. Ex sex is super hot but also super messy. Also, I'm glad I'm not the only one.. 5 months and I still fantasize about my ex. Probably because I cannot focus on a specific person except for him, never have been able to.
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