Soverysad123 Posted June 17, 2014 Posted June 17, 2014 What a journey I feel I have been through. ExMM and I met up a fe weeks ago and he wanted to resume the A, said all the right things etc. I didn't give an answer at the time and after a few days decided to not get back on that ride but agreed to be friends. Well ever since he has played mind games and I finally can see who he really is. I feel cross and angry that I have given so much of me to him. I finally hate him and feel sorry for his wife being married to him. So day one of NC will start tomorrow and never will I break it. He is not having another second of my friendship. Thank God I finally got here. 12
2sunny Posted June 17, 2014 Posted June 17, 2014 I hope you stay strong - it's nearly impossible to just be friends after that type of relationship. 2
Speakingofwhich Posted June 17, 2014 Posted June 17, 2014 What a journey I feel I have been through. ExMM and I met up a fe weeks ago and he wanted to resume the A, said all the right things etc. I didn't give an answer at the time and after a few days decided to not get back on that ride but agreed to be friends. Well ever since he has played mind games and I finally can see who he really is. I feel cross and angry that I have given so much of me to him. I finally hate him and feel sorry for his wife being married to him. So day one of NC will start tomorrow and never will I break it. He is not having another second of my friendship. Thank God I finally got here. so nice to read that you're not suffering from desire for him...... 1
Author Soverysad123 Posted June 19, 2014 Author Posted June 19, 2014 so nice to read that you're not suffering from desire for him...... Thanks. To be honest the more I think about the past year, the more angry And sad I am that I wasted and risked so much and today feel even more dislike for him than ever before. I wonder what I saw in him now ????? I can't believe I believed the lies and felt he was the one person on this planet for me. There is a lot to be said for that affair bubble. 1
WasOtherWoman Posted June 19, 2014 Posted June 19, 2014 Thanks. To be honest the more I think about the past year, the more angry And sad I am that I wasted and risked so much and today feel even more dislike for him than ever before. I wonder what I saw in him now ????? I can't believe I believed the lies and felt he was the one person on this planet for me. There is a lot to be said for that affair bubble. I prefer to think of it as the "new relationship bubble". I also am guilty of NOT seeing things that were plain as day to anyone else about folks that I have dated in the past. We don't want to see the bad things while our relationship is still shiny new. The fact that the relationship is an affair, usually just means that the bubble lasts longer because the relationship may progress more slowly than a non-affair relationship. Still.... It does hurt to find out that your guy is a tool. 1
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