MarilynMonroe Posted February 15, 2005 Posted February 15, 2005 hey guys... it's marilyn. some of u may remember my first posts about my boyfriend who i thought was gay... and how he was always broke... couldn't keep a job and wasn't attending college anymore. well, after 7 months and 1 day, i called it a quits. yes... it was 2 days before valentine's day. we still exhcanged gifts. there are no bitter feelings because he knew i wasn't happy the entire time we were together and i simply told him that if he really loved me, he should want me to be happy and i wasn't happy with him so i asked him to just let me go. i don't want to be in a serious relationship with anyone right now. but i do have this guy at working who's "courting" me. he's 7 years older than me and we have great conversations. but he can be a bit controlling. like friday nite he made me change because he said i was over dressed for dinner and a movie. i just left let an important sorority meeting, but i wasn't in a ballroom gown or anything. i was wearing a cute pink and black skirt and matching top outfit... my friends said i wasn't over dressed. i was cute. anyway, he's cool... he came over last nite and things got kind of physical. we were wrestling and since i had been "in need of attention," he watched me "pleasure myself" and kissed me while i did it... we didn't have sex. he's got a vow of celebacy so we're not going there. and i don't want to make the same mistake of sleeping with someone too soon and then realizing a week later that i can't stand the person. but i do feel kind of guilty about flirting and messing around with someone so soon when my ex is grieving and constantly calling me. should i feel bad... or since it is officially over... is it ok for me to just do what i want? Marilyn Monroe
Sckott Posted February 15, 2005 Posted February 15, 2005 How he watched you pleasure yourself and didn't go past kissing shows some REAL restraint. That's my Achilies Heel, but I think most guys would agree too... Donno. Sounds like you want more. I feel for ya.
Author MarilynMonroe Posted February 21, 2005 Author Posted February 21, 2005 i'm still hanging out with this dude. he gets on my nerves sometimes... i still haven't figured him out yet. i don't think i want to seriously date him though... i don't want his booty anymore either... he he he ~marilyn~
Hund1976 Posted February 21, 2005 Posted February 21, 2005 How come the guy with the vow of celibacy gets the girl who wants to pleasure herself in front of him? Whassupwitdat!?!?!
Author MarilynMonroe Posted March 1, 2005 Author Posted March 1, 2005 ok.. this dude asked me if he could "borrow" $352 to get a new cell phone... i'm think B-YATCH PLEASE!!!!
Guest Posted March 2, 2005 Posted March 2, 2005 You need to ditch this loser, NOW. I've read some of your other post. You seem like a really sweet person. Where do you meet these creeps !! You mentioned above that you are in a sorority. Don't you have any cool frat brotha's to chill with? Which organization is it. I'm just curious because I'm thinking about pleging AKA over the summer. Maybe you can give me some pointers.
Author MarilynMonroe Posted March 5, 2005 Author Posted March 5, 2005 ummm... I'll be a Sigma Gamma Rho gurl!!! AKA's are too pretty for me... lol. I mean, i'm not ugly and i dress nice, but i'm not all about appearances and the AKA's here are. i don't know about AKA's on other campuses... but anyway... our frat "cousins" (they're not officially our brothers) are the kappas and they're ho's... in fact the AKA's here say "AKA stands for Any Kappa Anytime". they pride themselves on their tongue abilities if u know what i mean, so no I don't want those guys... i'm not into college boys anyway
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