sickoflove11 Posted June 14, 2014 Posted June 14, 2014 So I haven't been on here in a few months.. Actually, it was my exs birthday, what a coincidence I don't even remember logging on. I need to vent and stop checking my phone. I was living in a different state but have moved back home with my parents and my ex also moved home, not just for the summer. We live in the same neighborhood. I felt happier after the year apart recovering, but I didn't think he'd be moving home for good and I liked that he would have to go away for school once summer was over. Now that I know he is staying I'm starting to feel different. We've hung out a few times just friendly and I don't want anything more. But now he is texting me a few times a day and then not replying.. he texted me in the morning saying he forgot to text me back, whatever I don't care the reason. Then 2 texts later and I won't hear from him the rest of the day. Sure he may be busy and I don't even necessarily want to hang out with him but I find myself constantly checking my phone. I'm very much a homebody/introvert, content with being alone doing my own thing. So I don't have many friends at all. Like 1 who lives out of state. Im not outgoing, I don't know how to put myself out there and make friends. I think I just like having someone to talk to but not be around? I'm not sure but I'm tired of waiting for a text. Maybe I should stop replying to him all together?
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