dontgiveuponme Posted June 6, 2014 Posted June 6, 2014 After 1 month of NC he leave me a message saying he booked a ticket for december to come to my city,visiting friend and hoping to come and see me to try things out. I replied saying i dont want to because i wont allow him to hurt me again.He then told me he wished he never messed up, that he regret what he did everyday and he really meant it.Its just that we cant be together properly and he dont know else what to do.He said he cant love anyone as much as he did to me and if i think he is happy hes not and he is miserable as **** right now. He also said he thinks about me everyday the first time he wokes up in the morning and the last thing when he go to bed and that he feels like **** without me.This is my biggest dream for the past few months that he would tell me all this things that he will feel miserable so he would know what i felt but im not happy, i wish he didnt, i wish i didnt reply back.I still love him so much but i dont want to be back to him and i think he is just feeling guilty of everything he did to me.Now im back to square one. I wont break NC ever again. 2
Timmy1992 Posted June 6, 2014 Posted June 6, 2014 I know exactly how you feel because I had a simular situation. One thing you need to keep in mind is that you must stay strong and have confidence. Your worth more than the hurt he has caused you dont let him come back when he realized he lost an amazing girl. Stay strong dear. Dont let him take you up and down and DONT contact him anymore. 1
redbaron005 Posted June 6, 2014 Posted June 6, 2014 Oh, things must have not worked out with his new girl. A shame . You made the right choice to say no, although it's not ideal to be wishing that he feels hurt. Your focus should be on how you feel, not him. 1
bluenote Posted June 6, 2014 Posted June 6, 2014 There is no such thing as a cracked vas in livingroom. you rather wish it was broken to be discarded. There is no way you can ever remove the cracks, but you can break it further. I am sure humanbeing heart is same, the hurt will be there even if you take him back and it will be this same hurt that will build and one day kill the relationship not new things. Its better you decided not to live with a irritatingly cracked vas in your livingroom. 2
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