Amy74 Posted June 4, 2014 Posted June 4, 2014 Relationship of 18 months--first relation after my divorce. It was suppose to be just dating and fun but we fell in love. He's not the right guy for me or my son--quite frankly I'm not the right girl for him for his children either. I've been breaking up and getting back together since we were three months in. It's always me breaking up with him and him winning me back. This time he's not trying to win me back. I should be relieved--I do truly want OUT of this relationship---it is not good and we are not good for each other. So why am I sooooo sad and will I ever stop crying?!?!?
seminoles84 Posted June 4, 2014 Posted June 4, 2014 Miss the companionship.. I know the feeling. It's not necessarily him you miss.
ponchsox Posted June 4, 2014 Posted June 4, 2014 You're sad because he filled a void for you after your marriage. If you knew you weren't right for each other, you should have ended it much sooner. The longer you stay together, the tougher the breakup is.
Author Amy74 Posted June 4, 2014 Author Posted June 4, 2014 You are both so right. I did try to break up with him after three months-- but he is so charming and so sexy. And then I would get fed up and break up again every three months or so. I guess he's finally tired of the drama. I know I am. Interestingly enough it's the daytime that is hardest for me....no texts and love messages from him. I'm so thankful that I found this site...I felt like I was going crazy!!!! Now I have this is occupy my time.
seminoles84 Posted June 4, 2014 Posted June 4, 2014 Yeah I miss that as well. I find right after waking up to be the hardest. I find running during lunch helps. I also of insanity or p90x at 4 to get me through the days. The endorphin boost is a life saver! 1
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