fabulousgal Posted May 27, 2014 Posted May 27, 2014 I feel really lousy, I think about he and her a lot. But I can't really express emotion. I'd rather not talk to anyone about it because it's a little embarrassing to me that it happened and that I let it go on when there were red flags all over. So basically I have been pretty quiet because I think about it constantly. I also cannot cry. I get overwhelmed with a surge of, "I can't believe this!" My eyes will get a little wet, but nothing. I know by how much I think of it this is not because "I am over it." Anyone ever feel like this? In past breakups, I like to talk about it a lot. This is so different, but I've never really been cheated on. This weekend was his birthday but I remained NC like nothing else. Right now I wish to hear from him but am not too hopeful. I know I need to focus on me. It's been a week NC for me, a week since the breakup. It was a lousy one, he was pretty cold and said mean things. And he's already got someone. Double blah.
WiselyNaive Posted May 27, 2014 Posted May 27, 2014 going through the same thing..I'm 45 days NC...never really heard from him...its honestly the worst kind of break up to have...It's just one of those things where you have to get stronger over time
Author fabulousgal Posted May 27, 2014 Author Posted May 27, 2014 I am sad and angry. I feel a little stuck.
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