loveiswar101 Posted May 20, 2014 Posted May 20, 2014 Well after much turmoil and nearly 6 months in i feel a little proud today ! I did the usually needy stuff phoned, begged, everything etc. But today I am now 4 weeks with NC. I still think of her alot most days but previously I think 3 weeks was the longest. Now 4 weeks and believing her loss. I'm not perfect but never was nasty, never aggressive. Just a plain Joe who loved her dearly, but not good enough in her eyes. I wish her well. Have joined a gym 3 weeks back and have been going around 3 times a week, loving it even if I do ache the next day. Here's to better days. Stay strong people.. 4
learning_slowly Posted May 20, 2014 Posted May 20, 2014 Now find out what interests you in life and do a course in it where you'll meet people with your interests. Never stop striving forward. Good luck
Author loveiswar101 Posted May 22, 2014 Author Posted May 22, 2014 Yep. I try too look forward but it took me ages to love again after being knocked down way back. Now believe can't risk all again. Guess keeping busy is the way to go and think of me for a change. As say don't want to risk all again but then don't want to be alone. Catch 22 in a nutshell.
redbaron005 Posted May 23, 2014 Posted May 23, 2014 Be careful, pride is a dangerous thing. Also, good work on the NC.
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