haulassemma Posted February 9, 2005 Posted February 9, 2005 THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ONLINE.IM 42,NEVER BEEN MARRIED,NO CHILDREN,JUST LARGE DOGS[NEWFOUNDLANDS] AND IVE MOVED FROM TEXAS TO WISCONSIN TO TRY A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART[sHE ALSO NEVER MARRIED,NO KIDS].WERE BOTH ATTRACTIVE ,BLONDES,AND SO MUCH IN COMMON ON PAPER.AFTER 3 YEARS,WE ARE NOT GOOD FOR EACH OTHER,SHE HAS NO COMPASSION,EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ON A SCHEDULE,MUST CONTROL EVERYTHING,AND HER DOGS COME FIRST,SHE HAS NO FRIENDS,AND WILL NEVER SAY ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME .WHY DO I STILL LOVE THIS GIRL??? I GIVE SO MUCH OF MYSELF AND NEVER ENOUGH IN RETURN. I KNOW I DONT LIKE BEING ALONE,AND I HOPE FIND SOMEONE I CAN LOVE.WHERE DO I LOOK? IM GETTIN OLDER AND CONCERNED.WE ALL KNOW THE PAIN,AND IT SUCKS.AM I TOO SENSITIVE?
tattoomytoe Posted February 9, 2005 Posted February 9, 2005 she certainly sounds set in HER ways. and being too sensative is not the reason you feel used, how about she is using you. hun~ there are lots of us blondes out there, and we are not all selfish.
Author haulassemma Posted February 9, 2005 Author Posted February 9, 2005 THANKS FOR THE FEEDBACK,AND YES SHE IS VERY SET IN HER WAYS.BUT WHY WOULD I BE SO UPSET ABOUT LOSING HER ? I KNOW SHE IS NOT GOOD FOR ME ,AND MY GREATEST FEAR IS BEING ALONE.SHE IS SO CUTE,AND YET SHE SPENDS 6-8 HOURS A DAY,AND EVERY DAY WITH OUR DOGS,RAIN OR SNOW,BLIZZARDS,HURRICANES,TORNADOS,IT DOESNT MATTER SHE WILL WALK THE DOGS AS SOON AS SHE GETS UP,WITHIN 5 MINUTES THEN AFTER WORK ,AT 12;00 MIDNIGHT WE LIVE IN A STATE PARK,ALL DOGS HAVE LIGHTS ON COLLARS,JUST NO TIME FOR ME,ITS ALL ABOUT DOGS.
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