Funny how I run into this girl when I am trying to forget about her completely

[runaway]

Hi, I went on a Facebook purge two days ago to delete/block all the girls I dated in the past but don't speak to anymore. I did that because I am sometimes tempted to Facebook stalk these girls even though nothing's gonna happen between me and those girls. They are probably not gonna be my friends either, so why bother to keep them in my life?

 

Yesterday I ran into a girl I went on a date with three months ago. I have actually run into her several times since the date, but she always tried to avoid me. Yesterday she seemed to feel awkward initially, but we spoke for a few minutes. I think I am usually pretty good at moving on after rejection. I have gone on dates with other girls since then, but seeing her yesterday is now getting me to think about all these "what-ifs" again. This is bad. Why is this happening when I am trying to eradicate every trace of these girls who rejected me from my life? :/

[smackie9]

I guess it all depends on how much of your feelings you had invested in this girl. If you liked her enough that you had fantasized about a future with her, then ya you would wonder "what if".