ThatKidBilly Posted May 10, 2014 Posted May 10, 2014 Hey guys, back again. I realized my last thread was more of a unnecessary rant about things which presumably wasn't needed, I'll just cut to the chaise on this one. From the beginning; I was best friends with a toxic friend for about 10 years. alright at first, turned arrogant. teased me about anything and everything under the sun including mocking my family, built up trust issues. He asked me to hang out, we were attacked, spent 2 weeks in hospital, 9 months in casts, and 3 years worth of depression. Last year I met a girl, perfect beyond words, relationship ended prematurely after 6 months due to misunderstanding and her friends making up rumors. Cleared it up some time down the road, said she would give us another shot one day, overall 9 months since we broke up. With the summery out the way, here's my problem; Is it wrong for me to feel that I am "missing out" so to speak? This isn't really anything to do with my ex to point that out. But from the constraints from my toxic best friend and these medical conditions over the past few years I've not had many opportunities to come my way, I've not done much romantically with a girl only kissing at the tender age of 19. I've got the whole detailed story from the past few years here, but I can't help but feel bad. Is this normal? Am I just overthinking this?
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