What was up with relationship with ex and my current relationship?

[danny12]

I really need help here. Im very confused. Im comparing the two but nothing is fitting correctly. maybe you guys can help out.

 

 

I used to day dream about her all the time. Then after awhile talking to her got boring. Then it was VERY VERY annoying and I never wanted to text her. I started to hate her. Yet I could still daydream of things and it would feel nice. Yet I didn't want to talk to her or do anything, and she would piss me off. I did not like her real personality. And eventually I stopped talking to her.

 

NOW, with y current gf. I do NOT daydream about her. But yet I am not annoyed by texting her or talking to her and I do it all the time. And sex isn't the only thing on my mind with my current gf. I enjoy her company.

 

So what was up with the ex? Why did I hate her to hell, but I had daydream fantasies of her, and that was the only time I enjoyed her. Never in real life really. Hated talking to her it was so annoying.

 

And what's going on with my gf now? Why am I not daydreaming of her? I enjoy her company and couldn't see my life without her. Am i in love with my current gf? Is this what REAL love is?

 

Please no young people. I want experienced people.

 

I should also add tht my "ex" wasn't really my ex. we were never official. so I don't know if that was the reason why I would keep daydreaming. and I wonder if it was just stupid puppy love and infatuation I was addicted too and not the actual girl.