Discover Posted April 30, 2014 Posted April 30, 2014 My god, it has been so long since I posted here...and today I am so freaking sad and empty.. My exams have not been going so well, I have my head filled with thoughts of my ex which wants us to be back together and I am starting to really love her again. I am angry all the time,confused, freaking alone...I feel so alone... Probably I am childish, sorry to bother you people here..just need a vent.. I just feel so sad and empty, I want something good to happen and I am too proud to admit how I really feel to anyone else but my ex which leads to the point of me making everyone else happy but me chocking with tears every night... I pulled my documents for studying abroad, trying to get to University in my country...I feel so alone, I just want to cry but I am so tired of crying alone... Man, I am a wreck...sorry to waste your time, for who you read it all! 1
ahthepain Posted April 30, 2014 Posted April 30, 2014 You aren't alone dude. We are here for you. How far post break up are you?
Author Discover Posted April 30, 2014 Author Posted April 30, 2014 It has been 3 months but since we are in the same class I really couldn't avoid her.. We were together for 2 years, all of a sudden she left and then she wanted me back and tells me she wants to wait for me to clear my feelings... Right now I can't help but to agree more than anything on quote "Waiting is painful. Forgeting is painful. But not knowing which one to do hurts the most" or something like this. Today I had probably a really bad conversation with her about the privious and future "us" and no matter how much we tried to avoid it we ended up talking about it..now I feel freaking awful and I am confused because I feel like she doesn't even care as half as I do..and I am kind of tired of fighting for something alone...the problem is that I have no idea why but I want her back..but wether it is right or wrong is something that I don't know...
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