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Woke up this am and today feels different in a few ways. My feelings seems to be lighter.

 

Since Saturday, I felt a part of my heart died. I have always had a connection with my Wife. Maybe my brain finally was allowed to take over my heart. I feel her presence less, though it hurts more as I take it as a sign, but my sadness is less.

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Hey, even if it's only 1 day it's a plus. But I bet you more will come.

Glad you're enjoying what it's like to be living rather than dwelling. Hard I know, but do something you enjoy, or something new, now that you have a little inspiration. Try to reward yourself on these days; I think the brain realises and tries to repeat them :)

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Learning

 

I think I am coming to terms with my guilt. Something has to give, too much upstairs stirring around.

I miss her each day and my Love grows each day more and more, yet I despise her and her non communicating ways.

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Everybody is guilty of something and I'm glad I've made mistakes because then I can learn from them. If I'd led a completely guilt free life, I think I'd be a lot more arrogant and unsympathetic to others that had made mistakes. I don't think I'd like to be that person.

 

So take the good parts that you can from your mistakes. Life's a journey. You've only travelled so far. Keep on going, but add to it with the knowledge you have gained from your guilt.

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