acidios Posted April 26, 2014 Posted April 26, 2014 right now I am back home after a meeting that I had with some old friends it was nice to see them after a long time and I had a great time with my old crew. bad part I am drunk right now... I have avoided drinking all those days after my BC and right now I feel the loneliness and the need to talk with my ex. right now I want to hug her so much i feel like i missing something from my life and i am looking right left to find it that's the reason that i haven't drink even a a beer for six months the feelings. i feel like a dead man a useless man i want to scream.. the dizziness from alcohol makes my search the room for her in a way i am waiting to listen her voice talking to me i am expecting her hands to hug me. I even caught my self talking to her i was saying the words that we always said every night those sweet talks for good night and lots of others. its a bad night for me but trust me I will not do the mistake to break my nc
smileforelena Posted April 26, 2014 Posted April 26, 2014 i hope you at least get a good nite sleep...good for you for not breaking NC even at this point. keep it up. it will be over soon.
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