Sleepwalkers Seeker Posted April 24, 2014 Posted April 24, 2014 (edited) It's been two months and a half. I feel like texting or calling but don't want to stir the pot. All those times you said you were afraid to lose my friendship...I have now realized that those words were from the teeth out. The held no weight for the future. They were words said in the now. I'm not angry at you for finding someone else. I still care for you and fear that she will become overbearing and demanding. I'm not one to be judging as I've done my fair share of harm to you. I just sense that in her. That beast lies dormant within her and you're not seeing that. I am sure that when the time comes if it happens and I really hope it doesn't. You will silently take it and utter not even a whisper of your dilemma. You deserve to be happy. You deserve so much more. I only wish you the best my friend, nothing less. In time, all will be healed. Perhaps someday you'll remember that at times I was a good woman to you...that it wasn't all bad. For the sake of those happy moments, the laughter, the light in your eyes when I'd make you enjoy your marriage with me, for those times, and for all the times you held me up, held me close, guarded my secret, respected me and loved me, for the times you stood by your wife silently enduring the hell I put you through...I say to you, be happy Mick. Go ahead, take that happiness and run with it. I will always be here in the end to serve as a confidant and a sounding board. I love you Mick. Be safe. Edited April 24, 2014 by Sleepwalkers Seeker
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