Don't let her control you

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My ex and I were together for 3 years.

 

I lied about smoking weed and she dumped me 4 months ago.

 

1 Month after she dumped me she told me we were getting back together.

 

We had sex twice and I slept over once in the next month.

 

I was being very clingy/needy and she did not like it.

---I pushed her away.

 

She didn't talk to me for 3 weeks.

 

1 month ago she came back into my life with an "I miss you..im sorry for shutting you out..."

 

I had sex with her then.

 

A few days later she called to say she wants to move on.

---She changed her phone number

 

I then thought I was going to commit suicide and I said the most hateful things you can say to a person to her.

 

She almost filed harrassment charges on me.

 

I have not talked to her for 2 weeks.

 

I found out from her mother she has been dating somebody else. She has been seeing him for over 2 months and I do not know how deep their relationship is. I know they have posted pictures kissing on facebook and yaddah yaddah..

 

This girl was my first love. First relationship. Virginity. The person I thought I would marry.

 

Now everything has turned to **** and I don't want to see her anytime soon.

 

I know it is hard to move on and I am currently working on it. For everyone out there go no contact right after the break up. Do not talk to the other person as it will only lead to situations like this one.