Mrs.Witter Posted April 15, 2014 Posted April 15, 2014 I've been crushing on this guy I work with for almost a year now . He doesnt feel the same way and I know this but he still flirts. Even though I know it should piss me off (and sometimes it does when I let myself think about it ) it still thrills me. He has a friendly demeanor but subtley manipulates me (which I didnt realize for a while)and this is because I let him.This is why I am my own worse enemy because even though I can list all the reaons why I should just leave him alone I just keep persisiting in my feelings and wanting more time with him. I've been dealing with a stream of men who havent been kind. These people have been everything from straight forward to down right rude to me which is sad to say because Ive gotte use to the latter . I want him to be straight with me but he doesnt because of two things 1.He likes the attention (and the things I do for him ) as well as the fact that 2. We work together so he wants to "keep the peace". Even though I cant have it this way I just want him to be honest and tell me he doesnt want me (I know how it sounds but I still want to hear it ). I know he wants his cake (and ice cream if im being honest) I just want the closure of hearing it . Every week a plan to just operate differently but I cant its habit. I know I need to leave my job im not happy there and maybe its manifesting itself this way .... I dont know this just needs to stop because it hurts.
TaraMaiden Posted April 15, 2014 Posted April 15, 2014 Apart from the fact that you're your own WORST enemy - you seem to have answered your own points. How can we help?
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