Ex have alot of close friend (man) and have special one after broke up with me

[fellregret]

Dear friend,

 

please help me. my girlfriend broke me up after 5 years relationship because bad argue and possesive. during first 2 month i become begging, pleasing, crying, etc to her. i am really apologize about all my mistake.

She say not love me anymore, she had lost felling, and she want to have alot of friend (man). but she say will focus on her job and not important to have boyfriend.

 

This is 3 month after we broke up. i still doing No contact NC untill now (12 days) but i am hear from my friend that many man approach her and want to get her. I hear she have one special man in her company that every night chatting during sleep and have dinner together. I am freaking out... i am very sad and hurt.. i am doing NC to get her back.. please i am fell very desperated. what i must to do ??

 

Note :

During relationship we are very close and she scared if one day i am leave her. beside that she fell comfortable with me and i become like her father, brother, boyfriend, and bestfriend. she promise never leave me like this..