btvdts Posted April 2, 2014 Posted April 2, 2014 it's been 5 months since the BU. I've had my up and downs...I can't say that I'm a 100 over her, and to me it's all or nothing feeling. I'm not at the indifferent phas yet. I haven't broken NC and haven't stalked her socially at all. by far one (if not the hardest) break ups I've been through... what keeps lingering in my mind lately is the last thing I said to her. I was driving away in the uhaul with the window down while talking to her on the phone. I said to her, I did everything you asked of me(moving out of the house, did it while she was at work and did not beg her or bother her).while driving I said to her will you tell me now what happened? she said "I don't know what I want right now" and I said fine I'm not going to call you anymore or text you anymore( after she. Dumped me texted her a few times to arrange my move and once to see if this is what she really wanted before i rented the uhaul). I never called her again or texted her......so someone please tell me that if she wanted to contact me she would of and that she doesn't think oh me mud hate me and I shouldn't contact him since he said he wasn't going to contact me...please.... Someone tell me that im stupid to think that and that the truh is she has no desire to contact me.... I just want to leave her behind like She left me .... First time I'm crying in a few months over someone I don't even know anymore.
TheNoBSBuddhist Posted April 2, 2014 Posted April 2, 2014 5 months since the break-up. When did you actually last speak to her/have contact with her?
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