VirginiaBob Posted January 31, 2005 Posted January 31, 2005 Little update on my dating life since the great breakup. Spent the night (Friday) and most of Saturday with the latest girl. Don't worry, not intimate, I literally just spent the night at her house, in the same bed, but nothing happened. We talked on the phone for around 4 hours today. She is really into me, but I'm not exactly all there yet. It's weird with me right now. I feel like I have no heart at all since the ex-fiance left me. I don't have feelings for anybody at all, my parents, siblings, this girl or any other, God (skipped church again, rare for me before the breakup), anybody. I'm usually the type that falls right into love way too fast. I've done it so many times in the past, but I'm just not the same anymore. It's as if my soul is gone or something. I keep looking for other women just because the women I've been dating haven't been doing it for me for some reason. I keep thinking that one day I'm gonna find this new person that I'm going to fall for, but it just isn't happening for some reason. I don't understand anymore. I'm actually considering just entering into a relationship with someone now just for the heck of it, so that at least my phsycal needs are met, but not sure that is the right thing to do either. I just don't know anymore. I'm alive, but not really - starting to feel like a machine or something.
Merin Posted January 31, 2005 Posted January 31, 2005 Takes time to get over things.. Maybe it isn't happening for you with anyone just yet, because really you're not ready to put your heart into something out of fear.. and the fact that you're not really over what happend with your EX.. Don't rush into anything.. take your time and don't look to hard to find someone amazing.. when you're ready to try again.. you will know that and feel that.. the rest will take care of itself... Hope you feel better
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