Don't Posted March 29, 2014 Posted March 29, 2014 It has been over a year and a half since my ex girlfriend broke up with me, and I have been feeling kind of lonely and the miss being in love with someone. I have met people, went on a couple dates, hangouts but didn't work out for me though. I didn't get that excitement. When I see a pretty girl that I am attracted to sometimes I over analyze it and thinking oh maybe she is too young for me (29yrs) and won't commit anything serious. I feel bad when I am attracted to someone who is let's say 21, because I don't want to be the old guy who is dating this young pretty girl. When I was younger my best friends ex used to date someone in his 30s and my friend was saying oh how come she is dating such an old, ugly dude. I had chemistry with a couple of them. For example I went on a date with this woman who was 2 years older than me and she had a kid. A week after she told me she went back to her ex boyfriend whom she used to date(not the kids father) and almost 9 months a go I used to hang out with this girl again she went back to her ex. I think it's my luck that whoever I like goes back to their exes. One of my friends suggested me to just sleep with women, but I can't do it with someone that I don't have any feelings towards. Morally It doesn't feel right. I went back to check my ex's profile to see what she has been up to even though we are not friends. I still remember the excitement I had on the first day I met her. Sometimes I see a girl, looks like her, out on the street with a guy and I get anxious if that's her, kinda makes me sick. I haven't been trying to meet someone new lately since I think there is a right time and place for it. Sometimes I wish I didn't have emotions, so I wouldn't deal with those feelings. I wonder if anyone out there had similar issued like me?Whats the best thing to do?
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